don’t try and fake it

So I’ve slowly managed to resign myself to my circumstances and truth be told, it’s helped ease my mind a hell of a lot. I’m really hoping that everything goes smoothly on Monday with my hand, another several months as an invalid is not what I need right now.

Anyhow, I feel like a lot of built up steam has just been let off and I can think a lot more clearly. I’m starting to think about projects and plans again, which always puts me in a good mood. There’s no end to the number of cock-eyed ideas and ludicrous ventures that circulate inside my head, and it’s fun just contemplating them sometimes let alone actually bringing any of them to fruition.

I’m trying not to get too far ahead of myself however, because at this stage I might still have to write off another few months to bodily repairs and I would rather think worst case scenario and be pleasantly surprised than to get my hopes up and have my heart broken. Still, it will only be another five days and I will be able to line myself up with the real world again and go from there.

In the meantime, tomorrow is another expedition to see the men in white coats about the large cavity in my head. Noises sound terribly funny when they’re coming from inside your skull.

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